Thursday, May 20, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
From Via
How is it possible that you get more beautiful each year? I feel so blessed to have been able to know you and your wonderful family since you arrived at Clarendon. Even more blessed that you count us as your San Francisco family. Hope to see you later, as I will be out and about. I want to help you be able to "rent a car". We know what the next step is!
Via
i could tell you all of this on any day
i am so blessed to know you. for reals. :-)
your (embarrassed) laugh (a cackle!)
your smile
your perseverance...as a student, sister, friend...
i admire the way that you move in the world with a realness, without pretense.
you mean it when you give a big {{hug}}
your desire to climb to the top, to believe in the goodness of people...
they are just slices of what makes you so...awesome.
i have loved knowing you more over this last year, and i'm hopeful for the ways we will continue getting to know one another...bike rides and climbs??
i leave with some words from marianne williamson:
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?"
shine on, pati. and know that there will always be people wanting to be close to you even when ur feeling not so brilliant, not so bright, when you want to have a bit of shadow to yourself.
com carinho
e um grande abraço...hoje e sempre!
~ cristina
Another Year My Friend
I hope when you read all this, you smile. Cause its true everyone loves you. There isn't much that I can say here that you don't already know. I am thankful that I have you in my world. You and me forever girl. Just think of today as any other day except for now you can rent a car for much cheaper :)
.. what was it that I would write at the end of my letters to you...
oh yeah, I love you always and forever plus a few minutes. Hope I get to see you today.. Smile my dear friend,
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
feliz 19 de maio
Dear Panaca!
You are my sunshine
I´m sorry, but i still can not write in english...por enquanto!
Porcariazinha que eu amo tanto...
Ohhhh patê, my dear!
I’ll try to write in English, so, some mistakes will be here for sure, hehe!
As we said, fucking may arrived! Today I was listening to a song that said “everything is calm, let the kiss last, let time heal, let the soul have the same age of the age of the sky...”And I think life is almost like that, we should live and let life take care of us... And I can’t be sad all this month, because we have our dear “fuedas de mayo”! Not thinking just about birthdays, but about the memories of this celebration, always a good month to put everybody together!
I really miss you, coração! All the time... ‘cause when you are here, you and béu, I feel myself more complete, happier than ever! Because you bring the happiness when you arrive! You bring the love and the sweetness... We can put the belikas together and feel, for a moment, that everything is in the same place we left a time ago, so peaceful, so perfect! Sometimes, just to see our pictures, I feel in peace, cause you are one of the best memories I have!
I love my sillies! And I love you so much, azeitona querida!
Beijograndeenormecommuitocarinhoeumabraçomaisqueapertadocommuitasaudade!
Marol
That picture of you and me from mellas Graduation!
Dearest lovie!!!
I love you. stop. your are the best. stop. i want you in my life forever. stop. you are a big D. stop. Lets Travel the world. now. You make me laugh.yes.more amanda and pati weekends. go. one day at a time. one momnet left. more naps on weekends. more movies nights. quad love foreva! ships in the night!. karaoke drinks. bar fights. you are not a pato. I will wait on that back shelf. for you from time to time. i love you lots. lets spend the night! we have the best inside jokes. your always on time. good thing is NOT your birthday becuase otherwise, I might show you the sharp side of my cotton ball just the way you like.
cotton ball filled with razors love you more then you know. the best thing about our friendship. Is that its mostly with out words.
Your the best!
mandafriend.
PS. more trips to bear?!
I have been going around and around in my head trying to figure out what exactly to say...how to say what I want to say. I thought about focusing on all of the wonderful things I love about you...Your fierce commitment to the people you love, your dedication to my family, your wit; your dry and earnest sense of humor...The way you choose your words carefully, your beauty. Though all of those things are true, I think I will go in a different direction with this post.
My dear Pati, I am sorry.
I am sorry that your life, this month in particular, is full of the most unexpected and insurmountable grief possible. I am sorry that this month is an even rawer reminder of the loss and longing you feel (I am sure) everyday of your life. I am sorry that it's your birthday, I am sorry that it's May.
I can relate, I cry every year harder on my birthday than any other day of the year..harder than the anniversary, harder than my father's birthday. I don't know why? I think it's because I am pissed, pissed that my May is in November, and that everything is jam packed into one fucked up and depressing month.Maybe it is because this is the one month out of the year that I am reminded how fragile life is. Maybe somewhere I feel guilty about celebrating my birth so close to mourning the loss of profound love.
I don't have answers...I am not going to tell you not to be sad, or not to avoid your birthday...I haven't learned how to do that yet. I will tell you that you are not alone. That I love you, everyone that wrote on this blog loves you.
Take the lead my dear, do what you want for your birthday. But remember that you are not alone. That you are loved and that you get to be pleased that you are alive. You get to be pleased simply based on the fact that you exist, what a wonderful thing. Please know that I will celebrate your birth tomorrow, even if it's in my head.
This is not a birthday blog...But let it be a reminder that you are loved and that the best part of being alive is that we get to continue to make memories, lets continue to make great memories.
besos,
Rachel
In Portuguese
Hellooo, Honey Peeee
Well, liver onion paté, you know one more year has gone by, more wrinkles have appeared, more experiences have been lived, white hairs are probably about to pop out of that little head (if they haven't already), your body probably doesn't respond so quickly as it did when you were 18. We're aging dude... But. After 25 years of love, arguments, comfort, fun, parties, talks, driving around Brasília looking for things to do, riding our bikes in Parkmerced planing out tree house, just sitting at home talking about life. I'm so proud and so happy of having lived these moments with you, and I know many more will come.
I'm here, you're there but you know, we're always talking in our secret language. Full conversations that happen in our minds (and hearts, to get really cheesy about it). Silly moments.
I miss you. And I don't know what to say because you're my best friend and you know that.
Te amo. Do fundo do meu gélido heart.
to the super nova pato!
not even the internet can encapsulate the love i contain for you, no online streaming, multifaceted servers can save this google doc of love...
my life would not be the same without you. You are an angel sent to us.. and sometimes it makes it hard for you, but whats harder to think about is the thought of you not being around.
some people your meant to know for the rest of your life. you my beautiful friend are one of those... a person who sticks, not because she fell in glue, but because you are you.
i thinkthis has gotten kind of rhymey and a lot cheesy, but still all true.
i love you beyond this life time and universe.
never change....
i'm so happy you are around.
Amelia